Saturday i eat glazed doughnuts

I remember the sun was scorching hot i wish it'd just degrade me to ashes already! Lim amd I spent the afternoon today. We had lunch at crystal jade, did a whole lot of talking and walking. We were talking about everything under the sun, from she liking the shudder-shivery feeling you get when you cry too much, how her tutor is being a total a hole not wanting to refund her 800 bucks to oozing a really loud comment about this really cute pair of twins before blushing endlessly. She's so adorable. Got a chance to meet Sophia again and i swear i felt like a greasy bloated doughnut standing next to her. She's soooooo skinny soooo hot. Town was okay, Jia had to leave early so i took a train back and my dad picked me up, drove to pasir ris to meet my brother and his friends who were there since the break of dawn fishing. Susan caught little fishes for me with a line and hook attached to a twig. Stayed till evening, had dinner, then home! Couldn't resist but get a dozen of doughnuts =)
Totally k.oed once i got back home till now!
Meso happy, me eyebags aren't as bad anymore cause i've been good and sleeping early!

I just sent Sean some bo chap text. I am fury mad because i feel like i have to press him for replies and such. He already doesn't call me which to most of you is surprising alarming but things have been like that for the longest time so whatever kkkkk. I just hate having to be the one who keeps chasing after him, its not only annoying, it feels one sided. Maybe i should just call it quits. I don't know how long more am i gonna take this. He always says he doesn't know what to say. I've been accepting that excuse since aeons ago. I'm tired, 4 years feels like stinky drainage. We're prolly the worst couple on earth. Apart from being physically around him, when we're not together, being invisible comes a position or two before i do. Sidewaying away from that, i realise that you people are generally shallow. You don't even reply my attempts to make things right which is totally ok. That just goes to show that you'd believe a measly girl who can't even solve her own problems, attempts to make me sound crazy rather than someone who always chooses to tell the truth and even bother to make things right. If you were man enough, you would've already replied shunting me off. If you're afraid of hurting my feelings, fret not, you won't. In life you win some, lose some. Well, i'm pretty certain i'm winning this one.

Need to catch some shuteye, its uber l8 alr!
thanks for reading my blog everyone! =)
xx
Night!